Well my therapy appointment isn’t until April 8th and I’m starting to lose the hope I had. I’m starting to doubt the severity of my condition, I just am super aware of how fat I’m getting and it’s killing me.
I hate feeling my clothes getting tighter. Normally I’d be restricting but I’m out of control, just eating and eating. Sometimes I don’t even feel like I’m overeating anymore because it’s my normal eating now.
I’m just getting depressed about my body and myself 😔